I am going to do something that I very rarely do. I am going to open up and give you a taste of my mind. The real thing that God has spoken too me. Using a small porting of my testimony. Using the thing that I have and still do struggle so strongly with. Everyone dose I don’t care who you are. The struggle of self-worth, happiness about your self, and self consciousness. Every one struggles with it. To some degree. I don’t care who you are.
So I picture God in Heaven when He makes children. Not a “Fetus” but a child. Hence the name CHILDren. I picture Him saying “Okay angles come and marvel at me once again I am going to make something out of nothing!” So the angles saying “AHHH AGAIN?!?!” flutter over.
He puts His hands together and rubs them to gether and breaths into them. “Life” is spoken ever so very softly. “Child”….and all the angles are yelling “I KNOW I WAS MADE TO PRAISE HIM…BUT THAT IS SO COOL!!!” But as this plays out in my feeble mind I picture Him not paying any action to them. And keeps you hidden like one hides the most loved position in a safe. At this moment He is very busy….very busy… Would you know why He pays no mind to them? Because you are reverently made. He forms your head, He forms you torso, He forms your arms, He forms your legs. Then He shapes your facial features with his finger nails. Carves out your finger prints. Places each hair. One. Buy. One.
With fear and wonderfulness you are created. No matter what you think God had his full attention one you. When He was making you. Psalm 139:14-18
I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made.Wonderful are your works;my soul knows it very well.
My frame was not hidden from you,when I was being made in secret,intricately woven in the depths of the earth.
Your eyes saw my unformed substance;in your book were written, every one of them,the days that were formed for me,when as yet there were none of them.
How precious to me are your thoughts, O God!How vast is the sum of them!
If I would count them, they are more than the sand.I awake, and I am still with you.
“Dulley: your fat, ugly, you perspire like crazy. You untamable hair, glasses, big feet, clumsy, fat head, bad breath. And on top of that you look good at all, you will never do anything with your life!!!!” Is something that cut me really deep. Form someone who I thought was a friend. Someone who I really cared for. And when they asked me for an opinion I gave it. And they replied like that. It cut me really deep. It still hurts to this day.
But if I back track to what I know. I am made buy God. A vs. Puts it this way. ‘honor, sanctified and useful for the Master, prepared for every good work.” 2 Timothy 2:21
Why do I still…fill…the way that I do… about my self? The answer is this… You are a vessel, of honor, sanctified and useful for the Master prepared…prepared… for every…good…work. You are prepared for the work of God. You are a temple…a Permanent Resting House of the Holy Sprit of God. You are prepared for God, buy God. That is the reason. That my friends…that is why we fell the was we do about our self’s. If that doesn’t make since keep reading!
Satin doesn’t want you to do work for the Kingdom of God. That would unravel all the work he has done since the fall. He the great thief of Creation. Will use everything in his arsenal to keep you form doing what God wants you to do. SO he will plant little things in your head. “Dulley your ugly, Dulley, your not good enough, Dulley do you remember what you did? Dulley do you remember what you didn’t do? Dulley listen closer to me…Dulley…listen to your friend…(now in a wispier) you’ll never amount to anything…anything….anything… anything at all…(now fading to nothing)” You have listened so carefully to him the Great Deserve of Men. That you have tuned out every thing….even the Creator God. He the Deserve will do this when your usually on the right track. Doing good works, mighty things for the Kingdom. Because you are a threat to his work. You are a threat to his work. His work in Christ Jesus.
He will try everything out on you until he finds one small finder hold. And he will throw water on that fire…That Fire of God in side you…until he has that part frozen…What happens when water is frozen? It expands. TO a larger crack. Then that gets cold and freezes. And expands. And refreezes. And it’s almost an unending cycle. Until you have a gineormus hole in your spirit.
He will work for years…simply…because…YOU…are a treat to him…
So how do we prevent this? Don’t let him have a finger hold…Don’t let him have any room…any space to throw water on your fire…
Pray Daily, Quite Time Daily, Armor of God Daily, Fallow God Daily, Ask God to fight for you Daily.
People It’s all about the daily fallowing of God. That is the Christian life: Love God, and fallow Him.
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